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charlie86
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hi, I'm just a 22 y/o guy from London who feels lonely, keep having infatuations woith women that start off well but then I lose it and go into my own little world of obsessing, I know it's wrong, and I know that I could stand a chance if I just kept it together - ironically what attracts them in the first place is that I seem solid and pretty focussed in my life, etc. But then it always happens, some girl comes along and I go to peices. I just come out of a 2 year "relationship" if you can call it that. and I've moved back to Britain after over a year living away. Have trouble making friends with lads of my own age especially, not helped by the fact that I'm living in a place I don't really meet any (just 2 who are fine but I have 0 in common with). I just find I feel very lonely and have no-one to talk to about all this.
In any case so far I'm functioning pretty well. My lowest point was 2 years ago when I stopped eating properly, stopped sleeping, roamed the streets at night, had to take pills to sleep, transferred my course, walked out on my old friends etc., because I had fallen in love with a girl and couldn't tell her. Then I got over it and met my other girlfriend but I don't know if I ever really got over those tendencies, I feel at some point I could slide back. I'm 22, so wtf do I have ahead of me?
Finally my dad suffered from years of depression maybe I get it from him?
I just feel I want to talk to someone about this shit, casually, so I can just talk to someone who knows the whole score. not askign to resolve any problems. if anyone volunteers I can add u to msn, PM me...
In any case so far I'm functioning pretty well. My lowest point was 2 years ago when I stopped eating properly, stopped sleeping, roamed the streets at night, had to take pills to sleep, transferred my course, walked out on my old friends etc., because I had fallen in love with a girl and couldn't tell her. Then I got over it and met my other girlfriend but I don't know if I ever really got over those tendencies, I feel at some point I could slide back. I'm 22, so wtf do I have ahead of me?
Finally my dad suffered from years of depression maybe I get it from him?
I just feel I want to talk to someone about this shit, casually, so I can just talk to someone who knows the whole score. not askign to resolve any problems. if anyone volunteers I can add u to msn, PM me...
