- Mar 20, 2008
Ok so i hate talking about myself but here goes. Im Callum(I hate it too) im 19 and i live in the UK. Im currently suffering from "Clinical Depression" and im on medication and also seeing psychiatrists. I am male and i cut myself im embarassed about it as not many people expect men to self-harm like that. My life is bad worse than it i ever thought it would be, i have no job as i have strong anxiety and it affects me from working as i don't like being around other people, i always assume they think the worst of me. I have attempted suicide but i failed and i have so many other things happening at the moment that its hard to determine how much more i can actually take and wether or not im going to go over the edge. I came her as i have no one else to talk to my family don't understand this illness and they don't want to help and its frustrating when i need them they just turn away and the way i see it is why stay in this world? no one would even care if i killed myself infact they'd probably celebrate my death, but really i don't know what else to do.