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I usually check out all the other intros because i'm so anxious as to what write. But i'm just gonna try and put down how my life is...
I'm Steve, i'm 22. I have no friends, no social life, i work full time in a steady if extremely unexciting job and have since i was 16.
I've always been a loner since i was in high school, and never socialised with my school friends, because i was so scared of socialising of any sort, and so lost all contact after a couple of years. So completely friendless since i was around 16/17 ish.
The idea of going to college and university just never occured to me, it was just too scary for me in my teens, so i shut it all out and hid away in my room. I was always lonely but i just couldn't face people.
I met my ex at work, but I was recently dumped by my ex which hit me really hard, it was about 5 months ago but it feels like it was just last week. I focused too much on her, and i know feel so lost in my life. I have done nothing but go to work come home and go to bed for months. I don't have any motivation for life, i have virtually no interests at all. I don't want to give anything a go to see if i like it. I can't explain why, but everything just feels like a waste of time doing it.
It's a useless existence i live, i'll go to work tomorrow, come home go to bed and do it all again the next day just wondering what do i do? I'm lost basically...without answers. I've not been to the doctors for any sort of diognosis, i know i'm depressed at least and it's as rough as heck! and has got worse since i was younger
Hello all...hope it doesn't sound like riddles!
Steve
I'm Steve, i'm 22. I have no friends, no social life, i work full time in a steady if extremely unexciting job and have since i was 16.
I've always been a loner since i was in high school, and never socialised with my school friends, because i was so scared of socialising of any sort, and so lost all contact after a couple of years. So completely friendless since i was around 16/17 ish.
The idea of going to college and university just never occured to me, it was just too scary for me in my teens, so i shut it all out and hid away in my room. I was always lonely but i just couldn't face people.
I met my ex at work, but I was recently dumped by my ex which hit me really hard, it was about 5 months ago but it feels like it was just last week. I focused too much on her, and i know feel so lost in my life. I have done nothing but go to work come home and go to bed for months. I don't have any motivation for life, i have virtually no interests at all. I don't want to give anything a go to see if i like it. I can't explain why, but everything just feels like a waste of time doing it.
It's a useless existence i live, i'll go to work tomorrow, come home go to bed and do it all again the next day just wondering what do i do? I'm lost basically...without answers. I've not been to the doctors for any sort of diognosis, i know i'm depressed at least and it's as rough as heck! and has got worse since i was younger
Hello all...hope it doesn't sound like riddles!
Steve
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