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coconut
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- Jun 3, 2008
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hi i am 20 and have an extremly supportive partner and mum, but just cannot shift this black cloud.
Its frustrating and sad but overall pointless why is it their, i get angry from it all the time.
I cannot seem to clear my mind and when i do i see someone or something and think why should i be the way i am, what is it that makes erson deserves a better life than me.
My mum normally tells me they may have a house and children but you have a life and when you have cildren and your own house you will be proud bcos you paid for it, but wy should i work all the hours to let them have the life that i want.
I think its the worlds its crazy but it makes me soooo ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just want to be happy and to stop hurting people that love me.
I do have a good life but cant shift he fact that it could be better and as a reult keep making mistakes, then as soon as they have been made i refuse to return to the problem and at least help put it right. I cannot hold down a job as i get frustrated with the boring routine and snideness of colleagues. Yet i want to hold down a job, so i am able to pay my own way.
My mums paying for me to see someone again, but i feel hypocritical going as i amjust angry at the world and everything about it, yet it is not killing myselfmy loved ones with natural disasters.
I just need somewhere to vent my frustration.
Sorry
C
Its frustrating and sad but overall pointless why is it their, i get angry from it all the time.
I cannot seem to clear my mind and when i do i see someone or something and think why should i be the way i am, what is it that makes erson deserves a better life than me.
My mum normally tells me they may have a house and children but you have a life and when you have cildren and your own house you will be proud bcos you paid for it, but wy should i work all the hours to let them have the life that i want.
I think its the worlds its crazy but it makes me soooo ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just want to be happy and to stop hurting people that love me.
I do have a good life but cant shift he fact that it could be better and as a reult keep making mistakes, then as soon as they have been made i refuse to return to the problem and at least help put it right. I cannot hold down a job as i get frustrated with the boring routine and snideness of colleagues. Yet i want to hold down a job, so i am able to pay my own way.
My mums paying for me to see someone again, but i feel hypocritical going as i amjust angry at the world and everything about it, yet it is not killing myselfmy loved ones with natural disasters.
I just need somewhere to vent my frustration.
Sorry
C