Hi there, noob here!

Firefly77

Firefly77

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#1
Hello everyone,
I’m happy to have found this forum!
I have been struggling with depression and anxiety for years, as far back as I can remember and I’ve been recently been diagnosed with BPD and looking back on my life I can see it started way back in grade school.
Anyway, I feel incredibly alone and it’s so very painful at times. My kids father who lives with us is hoping I get better soon so that we can be intimate, yet he has no interest in listening when I share about this side of me, he says “well that’s why you have a therapist!” *sigh*
I don’t have any friends and I’m hoping to attend my first group session the beginning of January.
Well, I guess this is a start...
 
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Overthinker420

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#2
My First Day too!

Hello! :)

I GET IT!! i just want you to know this.
I am grateful for the great people i have around me, but none of them seem to understand the way my mind works.
I find it difficult to open up and to be honest about whats going on inside my head through fear of being judged.

I'm hoping in this forum i can find some people who understand what its like to be a bit different. I'm honest, open and always up for a chat.

Good Luck on your journey,
Stay Safe,
Peace Out
Overthinker420 :flower2:
 
exyz

exyz

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Hello Firefly77

You are very welcome here, glad that you have already met some newer members of the forum.

This is our safe space to give each other support. I'm sorry to read that you have been struggling along, I hope that the coming year brings sunnier days for you. All good wishes
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Firefly77

Firefly77

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Hi Overthinker420, and thank you for the reply!
It is such a good feeling to know that I am not alone in feeling this way.
Good luck on your journey as well.
I’ve never used a forum before lol but I am always up for a chat as well.
😊✌🏻🌱
 
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Miss Moody

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Hi Firefly,

welcome aboard! :welcome:

I'm glad you have been diagnosed. Thats the hardest bit in my opinion dealing with the diagnosis then everything falls into place with meds and things get easier. I was diagnose 6 years ago and I was so glad at the time that I could just sleep without the constrant distress, now 6 years on I'm fully stable, have a full time job and several friends. I still suffer dissociation now and again but learn to deal with it.

Everyone here is lovely. It truely helped me in the beginning knowing I wasn't the only one going through it..and somewhere to come for support :flower2:
 
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