- Jan 28, 2008
- Adrian, Mi.
Hello all. I am new to the forum and I hope everyone is doing well. I am not at this time. I have been a recovered agoraphobic for years and I feel myself lapsing back into the I really don't want to leave the house again feeling. The panic attacks are coming on very strong and I feel like I could loose my mind any time now. I do not want to go to sleep as I do not want another day to come. My stress level is at it's peak and I am petrified of what will happen if someone triggers my last thread of sanity. I have no friends that I can talk to and my therapist moved away and I have a new one I don't care much for and I feel like I am just losing my grip on everything. If I lose it, I could lose my job which would mean I lose everything since my husband is on disability and we can't survive on his income alone. We are barely making it now and I am feeling such pressure I just don't know how long I can hold on. Thank you for listening.