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Mistress Sinistra

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I'm not exactly sure what I'm going through but I get a lot of anxiety, fear, paranoia, nervousness, worry, I excoriate and self harm in other ways. I've been going through hell a very long time without treatment and I need help. I don't have insurance and I'm slightly under the influence of alcohol. I'm in a very bad state and I'm tired of the cyclical shit I go through
 
katya

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I'm not exactly sure what I'm going through but I get a lot of anxiety, fear, paranoia, nervousness, worry, I excoriate and self harm in other ways. I've been going through hell a very long time without treatment and I need help. I don't have insurance and I'm slightly under the influence of alcohol. I'm in a very bad state and I'm tired of the cyclical shit I go through
Welcome to the forum!

This sounds really cheesy and cliché, but you've made the first step which is admitting that you need help. :)

You'll find (as I have) that there are lots of lovely people on this forum who'll be happy to support you and know what you're going through.

When you say "insurance," does that mean you're American and/or don't have access to a National Health Service?
 
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I'm not exactly sure what I'm going through but I get a lot of anxiety, fear, paranoia, nervousness, worry, I excoriate and self harm in other ways. I've been going through hell a very long time without treatment and I need help. I don't have insurance and I'm slightly under the influence of alcohol. I'm in a very bad state and I'm tired of the cyclical shit I go through
Welcome, welcome, welcome.

It's great to have you here.

Davey x
 
Mister.B

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Welcome to the forum, Mistress Sinistra!

Are you left handed by any chance?
'Cos us lefties gotta stick together. ;)
 
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Mistress Sinistra

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Thanks everyone.

I haven't insurance because I live I the USA and its very difficult for me to get because of certain things like my lack of drive to do anything.

I'm not left handed but thanks too.

I'm trying to get insurance and in that case I want to get CBT when its possible.

Ask me questions, I want to get to the bottom of this.

As further into I'm a transwoman
 
Mister.B

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I'm sorry, I was just being silly with the left handed question. :hug:
Because of course Sinestra is where the name for left handed comes from.

Maybe it would help us to know what you feel anxious and paranoid about?
We won't be able to give you medical advice or therapy on here, but we might be able to offer advice and some comfort to you.
 
katya

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Thanks everyone.

I haven't insurance because I live I the USA and its very difficult for me to get because of certain things like my lack of drive to do anything.

I'm not left handed but thanks too.

I'm trying to get insurance and in that case I want to get CBT when its possible.

Ask me questions, I want to get to the bottom of this.

As further into I'm a transwoman

Hope you can get CBT really soon. :)

Are you part of any support groups for trans people?

When do you feel the most anxious in your day-to-day life?

Do you have a good support system around you? Have you come out? If not, do you feel that you could?
 
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