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I a bipolar mom with 3 bipolar daughters, ages 26, 16, and 12. I am so overwhelmed by all the emotions I have this week. My 12 year old became extremely mentally unstable last week and we had to hospitalize her. They've changed her meds and nothings changed. She's extremely unstable still and I keep feeling guilty because I gave this to her, what did I miss, have I done everything I know to do, being brokenhearted because of how deep and dark of a hole she's in, all kinds of craziness going on in my head. She's tired of feeling like this all the time. She's been dealing with this for a year and we've made no headway until I changed doctors recently. The medicine they've put her on in the hospital is not working yet. I want my baby well and back home, but am afraid that's not happening anytime soon. I'm sorry I'm all over the place and rambling. Thanks for letting me get some of that out
 
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I a bipolar mom with 3 bipolar daughters, ages 26, 16, and 12. I am so overwhelmed by all the emotions I have this week. My 12 year old became extremely mentally unstable last week and we had to hospitalize her. They've changed her meds and nothings changed. She's extremely unstable still and I keep feeling guilty because I gave this to her, what did I miss, have I done everything I know to do, being brokenhearted because of how deep and dark of a hole she's in, all kinds of craziness going on in my head. She's tired of feeling like this all the time. She's been dealing with this for a year and we've made no headway until I changed doctors recently. The medicine they've put her on in the hospital is not working yet. I want my baby well and back home, but am afraid that's not happening anytime soon. I'm sorry I'm all over the place and rambling. Thanks for letting me get some of that out
Hi Welcome to the forum.😊 I hope your daughter feels better.
 
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Hi welcome - bipolar, mood swings - that'll be an energy imbalance IMO, we humans are energy positive and negative 100% - I would research self healing energy between you and be good at it - nothing to lose, everything to gain - good luck...
 
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I a bipolar mom with 3 bipolar daughters, ages 26, 16, and 12. I am so overwhelmed by all the emotions I have this week. My 12 year old became extremely mentally unstable last week and we had to hospitalize her. They've changed her meds and nothings changed. She's extremely unstable still and I keep feeling guilty because I gave this to her, what did I miss, have I done everything I know to do, being brokenhearted because of how deep and dark of a hole she's in, all kinds of craziness going on in my head. She's tired of feeling like this all the time. She's been dealing with this for a year and we've made no headway until I changed doctors recently. The medicine they've put her on in the hospital is not working yet. I want my baby well and back home, but am afraid that's not happening anytime soon. I'm sorry I'm all over the place and rambling. Thanks for letting me get some of that out
Gosh TD it sounds like you are in a very difficult space at the moment and I feel your pain. I have no experience of bipolar but do have some experience of living with a child with depression and anxiety and it is not easy. I often feel like the middle man between the world outside and his own 'created' private world. Depression is so difficult to manage can you access any free counseling having someone to talk to would I am sure help. The only other thing I can offer as advice is keep trying to get the meds right if they are not working keep going back and getting them changed. I know this can be really hard with children as no one likes prescribing for them but it has been essential in my sons battle.
Much love and peace to you. P
 
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hi Tdhuth :welcome: !

remember to take good care of yourself during this
so that you are your best self for her

I hope you find the forum helpful


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I a bipolar mom with 3 bipolar daughters, ages 26, 16, and 12. I am so overwhelmed by all the emotions I have this week. My 12 year old became extremely mentally unstable last week and we had to hospitalize her. They've changed her meds and nothings changed. She's extremely unstable still and I keep feeling guilty because I gave this to her, what did I miss, have I done everything I know to do, being brokenhearted because of how deep and dark of a hole she's in, all kinds of craziness going on in my head. She's tired of feeling like this all the time. She's been dealing with this for a year and we've made no headway until I changed doctors recently. The medicine they've put her on in the hospital is not working yet. I want my baby well and back home, but am afraid that's not happening anytime soon. I'm sorry I'm all over the place and rambling. Thanks for letting me get some of that out
Just an update.on daughter M
Hello.
I know it's been a while since this was posted but you are welcome to talk to me privately if you want to! What ever if it's about movies or about what you feel!
eds are starting to help and she's feeling different than she has in a year.
 
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Gosh TD it sounds like you are in a very difficult space at the moment and I feel your pain. I have no experience of bipolar but do have some experience of living with a child with depression and anxiety and it is not easy. I often feel like the middle man between the world outside and his own 'created' private world. Depression is so difficult to manage can you access any free counseling having someone to talk to would I am sure help. The only other thing I can offer as advice is keep trying to get the meds right if they are not working keep going back and getting them changed. I know this can be really hard with children as no one likes prescribing for them but it has been essential in my sons battle.
Much love and peace to you. P
Thank you for your kind words the other night. All 3 of my girls have been assaulted
Gosh TD it sounds like you are in a very difficult space at the moment and I feel your pain. I have no experience of bipolar but do have some experience of living with a child with depression and anxiety and it is not easy. I often feel like the middle man between the world outside and his own 'created' private world. Depression is so difficult to manage can you access any free counseling having someone to talk to would I am sure help. The only other thing I can offer as advice is keep trying to get the meds right if they are not working keep going back and getting them changed. I know this can be really hard with children as no one likes prescribing for them but it has been essential in my sons battle.
Much love and peace to you. P
 
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Thank you for your kind words the other night. All 3 of my girls have been assaulted
In very traumatic experiences. My 12 yo that's hospitalized is starting very slowly to come out of the dark black whole she was in. I didn't know until 2 days after she was admitted what had happened. The past 2 days she's improving a very small bit. Her dad and I will take anything that's encouraging after she became mentally unstable. It's was so heartbreaking to not hold her and be 1-1/2 hrs away with a no visitor policy bc of Covid. Im positive she will break through and be safe to help other young girls some day. Anyway, thank you for letting me ramble to you but I wanted to share with you that her meds are starting to help her and she has a very small glimmer of hope. She has been extremely mentally unstable over the last year, but the last month has been extremely rough and the past 2 weeks were terrifyingly. You gave some things to put in perspective in your reply and I want to thank you for.that. Have great evening.
 
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