- May 12, 2019
Hi I’m Maggie. I’m a 40 year old married women with three children. I currently have no job, an interest only mortgage, no savings, massive amounts of debt (60k) and no pension. This scares the crap out me every single day and I hate myself for being such a big failure. I’ve had a lot of health issues this past year, and I have had three very weird cyber type realationships with men online. I wake up every morning and feel terrible about my life. I sit every evening watching TV wondering what the hell life is all about. I have come to the realisation that I still say the same shitty things to myself that I was saying when I was 18. I feel like nothing has changed and it makes me feel like a failure.