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samuel-oc235

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really wish i could stop thinking and dreaming... its horrible not being able to sleep and dont want to be a wake...

i walk down the street and can feel my self inside wanting 2 scream and just go crazy
holding the urge in is very hard....
im at bursting point i think one day soon il just explode and go crazy
 
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but whats worse tinnitus or bad thoughts what done go away ?
Good point. Just thought I'd mention that I use this technique as a quick short-term fix. It's not for long term benefit. I don't want you to damage your hearing sam. :)
really wish i could stop thinking and dreaming... its horrible not being able to sleep and dont want to be a wake...

i walk down the street and can feel my self inside wanting 2 scream and just go crazy
holding the urge in is very hard....
im at bursting point i think one day soon il just explode and go crazy
You can scream! Perhaps best not to do it in a public place ;). Grab a cushion and scream your lungs out in to it!!
 
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Good point. Just thought I'd mention that I use this technique as a quick short-term fix. It's not for long term benefit. I don't want you to damage your hearing sam. :)


You can scream! Perhaps best not to do it in a public place ;). Grab a cushion and scream your lungs out in to it!!
good idea might try that later tonight
 
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thanks il try..
have you ever felt where nothing you ever do or say is right ?
Oh yes! Then I go on to thinking - who knows what's right? who dictates right and wrong? - It carries on... I can [over] think for England!
 
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Oh yes! Then I go on to thinking - who knows what's right? who dictates right and wrong? - It carries on... I can [over] think for England!
true true im just in that predicament where i can do nothing right..
even if its something good its wrong
i say nice things its wrong :S
it soo confusing
 
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Hiya Sam

I'm butting in here, but are you being seen by a psychiatrist? I wonder if you can ask your doc to refer you to the Crisis Team so you can call them when it gets so bad. You seem very depressed and needing more than just antiDs. You have a lovely child of 2? That sounds lovely and I bet you are so proud of him. You can get better you know, there is hope. But depression just gets people to think in circular reasoning. You can get better honey. xx
 
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Hiya Sam

I'm butting in here, but are you being seen by a psychiatrist? I wonder if you can ask your doc to refer you to the Crisis Team so you can call them when it gets so bad. You seem very depressed and needing more than just antiDs. You have a lovely child of 2? That sounds lovely and I bet you are so proud of him. You can get better you know, there is hope. But depression just gets people to think in circular reasoning. You can get better honey. xx
isnt the crisis team for teenagers ?
 
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No,
I'm forty seven and the crisis team are visiting me every day.
They always want to be sure I've got they're number before they leave. They claim to be available 24 hours a day.

Ciao
Shaky
 
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The crisis team is avalable for anyone over the age of 16.
 
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that was soooooooooooooooooooo hard opening up to my mum why i cut my self :(:(
 
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