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arsenick

arsenick

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Hey so I don’t really know what to put here but hi, call me arsenic it’s just a screen name I don’t actually really go by arsenic and sorry if this reads dumb or all over the place because I have zero idea how to write if it doesn’t come directly from my train of thought so this is all what I’m thinking and if I wanted to I could turn on voice to text but then I’d just ramble and here let me turn it on really quick it will be a disaster: OK so it’s on I don’t sorry I don’t really sorry I don’t know what to say it’s an introduction but OK I’m just gonna turn it off now OKAY it’s off I’m not doing that again

so basically since I hit puberty at like 10 I’ve had depression or at least the symptoms and maybe anxiety or adhd I have no clue at all because I hate telling people in real life how I’m feeling it makes me feel like shit idiot garbage!! also no punctuation for a whole paragraph we die like men. I use they/them pronouns just by the way.

I really enjoy like not a lot of things at all but one thing that has always stuck with me is drawing. It’s like riding a bike u can’t forget how to do it after u learned how do I can’t get rid of it in my life if I tried. i used to go to therapy for self harming a year or two ago and then stopped and left therapy but I should really go back and I think I realized I’m a liar and can’t stop lying to people.

I’m bad with telling the truth on a lot of things and it’s been this way since I was little I don’t know I lie a lot to people i promise it’s not because I don’t like any of you or the people around me I’m not trying to be malicious it just happens but not a lot I promise only stuff like stories and what I’ve done and can do when I’m doing small talk irl okay so dhkkhskhskh um thanks for reading 🦎🦎🦎✨✨ one last thing before I go I’m a lesbian and I love girls a lot gay rights! girls rock!

TLDR: rambling, depression, suspected anxiety and adhd

here’s some of my art btw 2ED3BD7D-0858-43A3-95B5-01D10D8BA2A1.jpeg CB186736-A1F2-43EE-8925-5F6A07092691.jpeg87EA27FC-F9FC-4562-918D-1C26E86A6427.jpeg
 
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arsenick

arsenick

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I didn’t proof read this either so I forgot to mention I’m really impulsive I’m actually losing it how ironic right just hit that post thread button didn’t bother with checking it shkhlslh
 
arsenick

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GJSJLVCHOSOJCSVOJ I FORGOT also I take antidepressants but like am not taking them right now I keep forgetting maybe on purpose what are u a cop Okay Sorry this shouldn’t be a life story but here I keep forgetting
 
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Not to assume but I read that you’re still rather young? If so, I think things will naturally balance out over the next few years. They have quite a bit for me. (I’m 25) I use Zoloft and go to therapy too though. If you think it’ll help you you could talk to your GP!
 
arsenick

arsenick

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Not to assume but I read that you’re still rather young? If so, I think things will naturally balance out over the next few years. They have quite a bit for me. (I’m 25) I use Zoloft and go to therapy too though. If you think it’ll help you you could talk to your GP!
hey thank u! I hope it all turns out okay
 
WonderwallGirl

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Welcome to the forum arsenick. Your drawings are coool, I like the style
 
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