hey...

[justconfused]

hey

im helena


i've been selfharming on and off since easter.

i was raped by my brother when i was nine.

i'm 13.

i get the train to school and only have one friend who actually lives where I live. he was my best friend, but recently broke me into peices and i started cutting again.

sometimes i cut just cause i cant do anything else.

i've tried to kill myself twice. last time i past out three times.

i have lots of different friends. some know me some... know what i want them to know. my closest friends are awesome. but they all cut.

i really like music - sax piano flute voice, i listen to a lot of music. alter bridge, linking park, rise against, muse, arctic monkeys, evanescence, streetlight manifesto, reel big fish, the mighty mighty bosstones, editors...

i wear a lot of black.

i have dirty blond hair with a side fringe that is curly but still covers most of my left half of my face.

thanks
xx
heli

 

[bluenomore]

Hi helena, to the forum.

Hope this place can be of help.

 

[*Sapphire*]

Hi Helena

And to the forum!

I'm so sorry to hear about your past experiences. I am sure you will find alot of support here.

We have a self harm forum here, with lots of threads from people suffering with similar difficulties. There is also lots of advice given by members on alternatives ways to cope, and how to try and stop self harming, if you are interested. I am happy to send you the links to some if you have trouble finding them, and you want to see them.

I hope you find this a friendly place to be!

 

[Ainsworth]

Helena

 

[justconfused]

thanks guys

i might put a nicer pic up soon xxx

 

[borderlinegf]

hi

hi helena
i dont self harm but have friends who do and who were also abused. It all sounds awful. Just saying hi really and hang on in there

 

[justconfused]

its awful cause it gets addictive.like a high from the blood.

last few times i cut i didnt actually draw blood though, so things are looking up.

i've scarred myself for life though :/

but no more than my brother did.

my parents found out a few months ago, but i still kept cutting, even when they told me not to.

 

[Soren]

hi helena, hope you get lots of support from those who know.