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hi guys
i have depression, anxiety and eating disorder, bulimia to be more specific. sorry if i triggered you.
but i wanted to talk about my ed today. i was doing well. eating well, working out and i saw progress.
but i haven’t worked out in about three days, and have binged and purged three times this week alone. i think my body is tired, my throat is sore and today i binged a vast amount of calories and i couldn’t purge. my stomach feels like it’s going to tear open any moment and i can’t purge. sorry for the graphic images.
i don’t know what to do, i know that if i lose weight i still won’t be happy or satisfied. but i do feel happy when i don’t gain weight.
i tried working out today but i couldn’t and now at 6pm, i’m laying in bed, feeling like an utter failure and will probably cry myself to sleep.
eating any carbs or fats or processed foods gives me panic attacks. i want a healthy relation with food but i want to be thin too. bg info, i ate well and nutritiously but was on the chubby side back then.
i don’t have anyone to talk to, no one understands. i jus wanted to get things out of my chest.
tomorrow i will wake up, i know it’s wrong but i will make a diet plan of only a few calories a day and when i see my ribs, i will be happy.
i’m tried.
 
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Hello nero, welcome to the forum.
 
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