
Shybear
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- Mar 12, 2009
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Hi, I'm not quite sure why im doing this just thought it was a good idea. I've never really done one of these before so here goes...
I used to SH about a year and a half ago and then my family noticed and i stopped cause i couldnt hide it anymore. Lately i've been getting very frustrated and the urges to do it again start comming back. I thought that part of my life was a mistake and it was over, but now with moving hou(which is very stressful, trust me) and under huge pressures to do well at sixth form, i'm finding it very difficult to cope with life at home. I recently broke up with a guy who then started to fiollow me, check up on me and even started to text my mum!! and that just made it all so un bearably hard to not do any cutting again. I think im over the worse of it now as i've got a new guy and we are settling in quite well in our new place and got some good results for recent exams. But my mum is getting increasingly hard to live with, i have to keep my new guy a secret and there is so much to do in this new house like woredrobes to build and shelfs to fit, with a dad who is bullied by his boss into doing extra work with no extra pay and a sister who is scared of socialising and never goes out. its no wonder im feeling a little pressured right now.
pfew!! that was long!! sorry it just felt good to let it out.
i know my problems are nothing like as bad as other people's but i dont tink they are insignificant either and it might just help tp beable to log on and tell people when i feel stressed even if they don'e care!!
I used to SH about a year and a half ago and then my family noticed and i stopped cause i couldnt hide it anymore. Lately i've been getting very frustrated and the urges to do it again start comming back. I thought that part of my life was a mistake and it was over, but now with moving hou(which is very stressful, trust me) and under huge pressures to do well at sixth form, i'm finding it very difficult to cope with life at home. I recently broke up with a guy who then started to fiollow me, check up on me and even started to text my mum!! and that just made it all so un bearably hard to not do any cutting again. I think im over the worse of it now as i've got a new guy and we are settling in quite well in our new place and got some good results for recent exams. But my mum is getting increasingly hard to live with, i have to keep my new guy a secret and there is so much to do in this new house like woredrobes to build and shelfs to fit, with a dad who is bullied by his boss into doing extra work with no extra pay and a sister who is scared of socialising and never goes out. its no wonder im feeling a little pressured right now.
pfew!! that was long!! sorry it just felt good to let it out.
i know my problems are nothing like as bad as other people's but i dont tink they are insignificant either and it might just help tp beable to log on and tell people when i feel stressed even if they don'e care!!
