- Jan 29, 2021
- Eastern Europe
hello. I'm sakana, and I'm almost 20. here to find a solution of some sort... or comfort. get better understanding of other people's struggles. I've been ill for the past few months and got to my lowest point. while also studying, I'm a 2nd year uni student. been dealing with depression, eating problems, low self esteem, self hatred, etc etc for my whole life. there are three people in my life I trust and feel deeply attached to. they never made me feel like my problems are not important but I don't want to bother them. I'm a mess, and so are they, and I do discuss some things that bother, but that's all. for some reason I get scared they'll reject me. or leave, like some others did. I never worked to pay the bills, my mum keeps us going and I'm more than grateful for that. I've infinite amount of respect to those who work while struggling with depression & other issues. so yeah. maybe being here will do some good after all. sorry for weird wording, english isn't my 1st language.