- May 31, 2020
Hi.. I'm a single mom getting on with my life after being with two douche bags who for separate reasons both concluded that my head was like a perfect punching bag... The men did not know one another physically, however both consciously decided that I had no more value than the next woman. After treating me like a human punching bag, both men led me to believe I deserved the abuse. One stated if I'd hurt her feelings he'd kill me the other stated I still loved sanjay. So, both inevitably beat me for no reason and have contributed to the steady decline of my self worth and ability to see myself as "worthy of love"... Both men sucked to be with immensely.. I'm super depressed about it because prior to men I was care free in more ways and my life was better... I find myself now days tormented by the abuse and how justified both men are in their actions still disregarding me as anything of value and both abusing me emotionally to this day.... I want to not vent anymore to family and friends!. I want to get over the men!.