Hey. As my username says, I'm a hot mess. Ive suffered OCD anxiety and depression for at least a decade now and I'm only 25. I've having trouble lately finding reasons to keep living. Reasons to keep fightin. My main ones are God and my babies. Ocd has destroyed me. Changed me into someone I don't know. I used to be girly and do my make up and dress nice and stuff. But I find it hard to shower and eat now. Its really becoming difficult. Ive tried everything. Every SSRI almost. Therapy. Nothing helps. Im starting to feel like there no hope for my recovery. Hope I can find support here.