SlowlyUnravels
Well-known member
So, here I am dissociating which makes writing this take, um... A considerable time. I'm convinced today that my eyes are in fact a pair of very indecisive camera lenses that keep messing up the focus 
I love music, singing, drawing, Björk, learning new languages, movies, silly animal memes, particularly the dumb non sensical gen Z ones. I'm oddly fascinated by kinks, particularly the uncommon ones that I don't share, and I work with it part time on the internet when my mental health allows. Studying to get into uni is my #1 priority though! About my own mental health shenanigans, I'm dx and medicated for depression, anxiety and cyclothymia. I go through intense dissociative episodes (both depersonalization and derrealization) and a lot of weird feels that come with it (was x a dream? I can't memorize a single path/I dissociate like a boss in cars and it makes me feel kind of sad etc). I feel like I'm not correctly diagnosed because some of my questions remain unanswered, like the huge gaps of memory I have throughout my childhood and teenagehood and my sensory issues, but I don't know where to go with this suspicions. Oh, I'm also very convinced I might be autistic and want to pursue a specialist that can confirm or deny it once I'm more independent from my currently abusive family environment. I can be awkward and am indeed very introverted but I love chatting about cool stuff and making friends (lousy at small talk, btw lol)
This is a bit to loong? Apologies, this has been a tough day, but I would love to meet you all and will be browsing here often.
I love music, singing, drawing, Björk, learning new languages, movies, silly animal memes, particularly the dumb non sensical gen Z ones. I'm oddly fascinated by kinks, particularly the uncommon ones that I don't share, and I work with it part time on the internet when my mental health allows. Studying to get into uni is my #1 priority though! About my own mental health shenanigans, I'm dx and medicated for depression, anxiety and cyclothymia. I go through intense dissociative episodes (both depersonalization and derrealization) and a lot of weird feels that come with it (was x a dream? I can't memorize a single path/I dissociate like a boss in cars and it makes me feel kind of sad etc). I feel like I'm not correctly diagnosed because some of my questions remain unanswered, like the huge gaps of memory I have throughout my childhood and teenagehood and my sensory issues, but I don't know where to go with this suspicions. Oh, I'm also very convinced I might be autistic and want to pursue a specialist that can confirm or deny it once I'm more independent from my currently abusive family environment. I can be awkward and am indeed very introverted but I love chatting about cool stuff and making friends (lousy at small talk, btw lol)
This is a bit to loong? Apologies, this has been a tough day, but I would love to meet you all and will be browsing here often.
