Hey I'm Shannon and I'm 14. I was bullied in high school so I was referred to councelling. They then sent me to a special school for children who also have problems with attending mainstream school. I am currently stuggling with self esteem and confidence issues. I hate how I look and have a poor diet, I skip meals reguarly and I have a lot of guilt after I eat. I am always thinking about what I've eaten, what I will eat and how I look. I guess being a teenager that's fairy normal though. I came on here because sometimes I find it hard to discuss issues in my life with my councellor and my family and friends. I have self harmed in the past.