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guitarcase
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I'm new to this forum and I don't really know what I'm supposed to put here so I guess I'll just say why I'm here? I have depression, ADHD, and binge eating disorder (all diagnosed, don't worry). The thing is though I often feel like I'm not depressed and it's all in my head. It's been like that for years now. When I'm feeling happy I play off the times where I'm upset as an overreaction. When I'm feeling sad I think of all the times that I'm happy as fake emotions and assume I've been sad the whole time. It's been very difficult to find like-minded people about this. It's not bipolar disorder- I just wish there was a clear way to determine whether or not how I feel is normal or if I really need help compared to others. I'm still young and I don't want to ask my parents for help, not only because I don't want them to worry but also because I know if I were to get help I would just sit there when I'm happy, assuming I didn't need help. If even one person can relate to this or even just have a conversation about it with me I'd really appreciate it. Thank you 
I am learning Guitar (pre lockdown) 
