
SelfDestructiveBeauty
Member
Hello everyone,
I joined for a few different reasons. Most of all because I don't have anyone to talk to about certain aspects of my life. I don't have real friends or family that I can talk to. My bf doesn't understand and runs out of patience with me. Most of the time, I have a hard time explaining things to him. So many times have I felt that I'm screaming at the top of my lungs, yet no one hears me.
I have seen a therapist many times. Eventually, I stop going. Either because I feel that I don't need it anymore or I'm so depressed that I get lazy and don't go. Long ago, I had an amazing therapist. I truly felt that he cared about me and my problems. He treated me like a person and someone who is just writing a check. Anyway, after a couple of years of going to him, he ended up leaving to go to a different job. I was devastated. Therapy has never been the same, which is probably another reason trying therapy fails me. I feel like I'll just be abandoned.
I joined for a few different reasons. Most of all because I don't have anyone to talk to about certain aspects of my life. I don't have real friends or family that I can talk to. My bf doesn't understand and runs out of patience with me. Most of the time, I have a hard time explaining things to him. So many times have I felt that I'm screaming at the top of my lungs, yet no one hears me.
I have seen a therapist many times. Eventually, I stop going. Either because I feel that I don't need it anymore or I'm so depressed that I get lazy and don't go. Long ago, I had an amazing therapist. I truly felt that he cared about me and my problems. He treated me like a person and someone who is just writing a check. Anyway, after a couple of years of going to him, he ended up leaving to go to a different job. I was devastated. Therapy has never been the same, which is probably another reason trying therapy fails me. I feel like I'll just be abandoned.