Hey everyone

[SelfDestructiveBeauty]

Hello everyone,

I joined for a few different reasons. Most of all because I don't have anyone to talk to about certain aspects of my life. I don't have real friends or family that I can talk to. My bf doesn't understand and runs out of patience with me. Most of the time, I have a hard time explaining things to him. So many times have I felt that I'm screaming at the top of my lungs, yet no one hears me.

I have seen a therapist many times. Eventually, I stop going. Either because I feel that I don't need it anymore or I'm so depressed that I get lazy and don't go. Long ago, I had an amazing therapist. I truly felt that he cared about me and my problems. He treated me like a person and someone who is just writing a check. Anyway, after a couple of years of going to him, he ended up leaving to go to a different job. I was devastated. Therapy has never been the same, which is probably another reason trying therapy fails me. I feel like I'll just be abandoned.

 

[bpd2020]

Hello and welcome to the forum. It is really hard when a good therapist leaves. It is a bit different here as therapy is usually for a number of sessions and not ongoing. When my last CAT ended I struggled with that though.

 

[jajingna]

... I think a lot of us are in the same boat. We can type freely here our thoughts, but don't really have people in our lives we can say just anything to, as they/we are not comfortable with such personal matters or mental health concerns.

 

[one light]

Hi welcome here...

 

[UpnDwn1978]

Hi and welcome to the forum SelfDestructiveBeauty

 

[xBrokenDollx]

Hi! I'm new here also and, like was said, psrt of a group in a very similar boat. I hope you find what you need here.^-^