- Mar 14, 2013
It's been years at this forum, mainly looking. I eventually overrided my orientalism and came to the conclusion that western medical science is there for me. I 'm diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder bipolar type, a roller-coaster in itself, though my manic phases prevail. I' m gonna be 46 soon and am scared of early dementia onset, mainly because of antipsychotics. In one day lost myself in a city I know well, and the wall that was my personal interests and behavior just crumbled. I 've never felt so fragile in my life, which had pretty frightening moments. I wish all the best!