I don't think a public forum is the best place to deal with child abuse issues. A specialist counsellor who has training in these issues is best. There are people in the NHS who are trained in this. Your psych or GP should be able to give you a referral.
thanks but iv done all that ,so when its at the forefront of my mind instead of dead done i end up abusing my self by taken more of my meds and then hitting the bottle um and thats bin every week at late,then end up in the the barth all the time scrubbing my self clean um
What I'm trying to say is that talking about such a big issue on a public forum isn't necessarily the best place. This forum can be accessed by anyone with a computer and there's things I wouldn't talk about on the open forum and certainly not with the majority of people here. I have a small group of people I trust implicitly and talk to them off forum.
yes i know such thing yet not all the time people of trust can be got hold of it doesn't help when if got bp as well it triggers that of i get to hippo and cart think straight ie i start thinking to fast,am ok know. am 41 and iv had this in my head for a long time battling with such. and problems committing to partners etc thank anyhow and yet at Battle with my self to luck ugly so i dnt get unwanted advances from woman/men