- Nov 19, 2018
Hi. I've been dealing with agoraphobia,depression,anxiety,panic attacks and social anxiety. I am very alone in this. I'm ashamed of all of this. I've tried to get help for the depression,panic attacks 11 yrs ago and it was very miserable they had me on so many meds my body shut dwn and I ended up in the er. And when I had a panic attack so serve I'd go to the er I was treated as thought I was on drugs or there to get drugs. It was very degrading. After that I stopped trying to get help. Over that time I basically stop living. I stop going places or I'd find away out or cancel all together. I have no friends. My husband and family is all I have. And they say it's just so easy just do it. I wish they felt my head and insides when I even think I have to leave my house. I'm tired of living thuis way. Not just for me but for my son. I've missed so much because of being scared. I've never had a job and that makes me feel so ashamed to even admit it on this forum. I want to be more then what I am.