So I recently made a post about how I said goodbye to my fp because it was for the best. But I'm actually really struggling so so bad, I keep swinging from I don't need them to I absolutely need them back in my life and I've spent the past 2 hours crying and it's currently 5am and I just can't sleep. I honestly feel so low even to the point I feel suicidal, this shouldn't be so hard considering id only know them for 6 months but I formed a bond with them quickly. I won't lie this is horrible and I wish I could forget that they even exist. Sorry for posting about this twice now I'm just really, really struggling right now and I don't know what to do.