- Jun 2, 2019
Hi, I've been depressed since I was about 15 I'm now 30. Something happened very recently and now all I want to do is end my life. I've tried before and failed. My partner of 7 years has completely cut me, I understand why, it's because I've cheated twice so maybe I deserve it, but it hurts so badly, I've not eaten since Friday and I don't intend to I want out, yes I cheated and it's my fault but he never listens to me. He's been abusive in the past but I can't let him go. I've done a lot of self harm in the past and I'm really really trying not to do it now but I don't see any other way. I hate this feeling. I am so alone, I literally don't have a single friend on this planet. Please someone help me before it too late. I can't do this anymore. I'm sobbing as I write this. It's so hard.