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Tvgirl

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Help me, I’m so scared because I’m thinking negative thoughts about people that are not true and I’m scared someone is going to hurt me. I believe that I have a hidden camera or microphone that is recording my thoughts. I’m so afraid.
 
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Tvgirl

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I’m just so scared because this camera is causing me to think negative thoughts out of fear. I am petrified.
 
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Hey, everything is ok, there is no camera and you are in a tough place right now, but nobody is interested in following you this way. You said something about a girl you have, focus on your children, on other people close to you and to your surroundings. Get a grip on the reality eventually with somebody’s help. Are you able to talk about it to somebody close to you?
 
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Tvgirl

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Yes I talk about it with my family but I don’t trust when they say I don’t have a camera or microphone on me.
 
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linus

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How about you take a leap of faith and decide to trust them? Against those feelings you have (try to understand that those are feelings rather than facts) Somehow you need to regain the social control, as soon as you start connecting to the others around you and focus on them rather than yourself you’ll find a better place for you.
 
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Tvgirl

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How about you take a leap of faith and decide to trust them? Against those feelings you have (try to understand that those are feelings rather than facts) Somehow you need to regain the social control, as soon as you start connecting to the others around you and focus on them rather than yourself you’ll find a better place for you.
Thankyou, awesome advice.
 
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Jase1111

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Hey TV girl, I also had the exact same problem as you, In my case I was feeling guilty about something I did and that it was recorded, If you have the same problem the first step is to forgive yourself and then the people who are doing this. It takes alot of willpower and the loss of ego. It still seems like you are in the early stages.
I have no idea who you are, but this is necessary. It was one of the things I had to do to recover completely.
 
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Tvgirl

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Hey d
Hey TV girl, I also had the exact same problem as you, In my case I was feeling guilty about something I did and that it was recorded, If you have the same problem the
first step is to forgive yourself and then the people who are doing this. It takes alot of willpower and the loss of ego. It still seems like you are in the early stages.
I have no idea who you are, but this is necessary. It was one of the things I had to do to recover completely.
Hey did you hear the people around you talking about you as well? And did you hear the tv talking to you?
 
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I used to think I had a bug in my car. Bugs in my room. I threw out precious valuable items because i thought there were bugs inside them.
 
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Jase1111

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Hey d
Hey did you hear the people around you talking about you as well? And did you hear the tv talking to you?
I did indeed, for me the music videos and songs on the radios were the worst...as if they always knew exactly how to insult me with the lyrics of the song...And yes it was like everyone around me was in on an inside joke about me without wanting to tell me. I can tell you now that you are in the early stages of psychosis and you need to train and heal your mind from the trauma that you've experienced. It took me a good year and a half to completely get rid of the voices in my head.
 
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Tvgirl

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Ok if
I did indeed, for me the music videos and songs on the radios were the worst...as if they always knew exactly how to insult me with the lyrics of the song...And yes it was like everyone around me was in on an inside joke about me without wanting to tell me. I can tell you now that you are in the early stages of psychosis and you need to train and heal your mind from the trauma that you've experienced. It took me a good year and a half to completely get rid of the voices in my head.
Ok if this is the early stages, what are the later stages like? And I hear my family and people around me talking about me. I really believe I have a camera or microphone implanted and it’s scary 😢
 
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