i have just realised that my delusion is real. i hit some one with my car. i remember driving up to a junction and slowing down. i remember a bump on roof. and i remember thinking i did it.
i dont know what to do. i dont see my doc til next week. i cant live with the guilt till then. i want to go to the cops but my parents wont let me.
Perhaps your parents have reasons to think it isn't real and is still a delusion? Your memory could be the memory of a delusion.
Either way you don't need to feel guilty because you wanted to go to the police...if you have been advised not to that probably is because you are having a delusion. That must be horrible regardless.
I have just read Fastlane's reply....going to the police with your parents explaining that you have delusions will enable them to investigate properly. If it is/was a delusion they may be able to confirm that. Whether or not you really hit someone it doesn't sound like driving a car is a good idea, for now, not least for the distress it is causing you.
They dont believe me!!!
They are going to put me on new meds. I cant re the name but you have to take it for ever. I have to decide weather or not to take it.
I dont think I will as I know that I did it!! and that I wont matter what drugs they give me.
I am traped. my parents wont allow me to go to the police and either will the doctures. i dont know what to do.