Help - I'm Falling

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Hey I'll help all I can, whats made u feel like this?
 
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Hi and welcome to the forum.

Is there anything you can do to distract yourself?
 
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RustySnowFlake

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I've tried distracting myself with my coping skills.
I don't know why there not helping tonight.

Life2live
Thank you. I'm going through a lot of health issues right now.
It's just gotten painful and I know another source of pain would help.
At least distract.

MarlieeBee-
I've been cross stitching and it's not helping. This usually
Works and I can be distracted. Not tonight.
 
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Thats bad about your health I'm sorry, is there nothing you can do for the pain?
 
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RustySnowFlake

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I've made a call into the doctor. Should hear back in the morning.
But, even then there's not much they can do.
I have C.Diff. My secont battle with it.
And I had Laryngitis last week. Been really sick.
Been miserable. I really want to self harm.
Leave conciounce for a while.
 
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I can understand this illness making you feel low, but has something else happened as well, because if your sick you don't usually want to sh as well.
 
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RustySnowFlake

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A lot of family drama over the holidays.
My brother asked my sister in law for a devorce in
Front of all of us and his to girls that are 12 & 14.
He controls the whole family. Even me on vacations
This happend on vacation by the way.
 
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Way to ruin the family holiday. That's horrible and all but try not to let it impact you personal space and your wellbeing. You need to be there for the family but not at the expense of your health. Take some time for you and to reflect on your life and needs. That's not being selfish just self preservation. It's you I am concerned about right now.
 
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RustySnowFlake

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Yes I may not go on any major vacations any more.
He was slamming doors which made the house shake,
And honk the car horn to get my sister n law out to the car.
I'm scared of my family.
 
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RustySnowFlake

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I was triggerd today. Wanted to act on my ED.
My mom was really rude to me today.
 
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You mean your scared of your brother, sorry he sounds like a bully and maybe you'd all be well rid of him. Take a step back from the situation is my advice, be there and let them know your there but right now I feel you need to focus on your own health. This is pulling you down, but it's not your fault and the more involved you are the worse it will get for you. Take some YOU time.
 
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RustySnowFlake

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I can't. My family is so close.
My terapist would like me to be able and use my voice.
But, he is a bully. I don't think he would
Physically hurt me.
 
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