Hey everyone,this is my second thread. If you read my last one you know that I have bad anxiety and I stuck in an emotional abusive relationship. This week I have been extremely stressed and anxious, I am a college student and this week are my finals, I also have a job and it's been really hard to focus. My anxiety has been to the roof, I have trouble sleeping at night. I live on my own and it's hard to be alone while feeling so anxious. I decided to text my boyfriend, he has a full time job and he is usually busy during the week. I felt so desperate, so scared and anxious, I told him about how I am feeling and I asked him if I go over his place so I am not alone... well his responds was that he is too busy and I am selfish for asking him for help.. Hearing that just made my anxiety and my brain goes crazy.. I just asked him a simple thing.. I just didn't want to be alone and now I just feel much much worse, my anxiety is taking over my entire body.. what should I do? Is it okay that he choose himself instead of choosing me? Is it okay that he just doesn't want to spend time with me just because he is busy?