- Dec 2, 2019
Hello, I am wondering if I have borderline personality disorder. I have taken numerous screening tests online but I need peace of mind by getting an answer from a real professional. I am a 19 year old female with a history of anorexia, self-injurious behavior (harming myself when upset), major depression, PTSD, and rage. I have very unstable relationships and fear abandonment, this usually caused me to isolate those in my life first before they can hurt me. I fear getting close to people and I get overwhelmed when people want to get close to me and push them away. I as well feel a bottomless emptiness in my heart and I have bouts of crying and rage. Thank you.