- Mar 14, 2021
- New York
I cant take it anymore. From the outside I look like I am doing fine at my new job. But inside I really, really hate myself. I despise myself. I feel like I am a worthless piece of shit. I am sorry for being so explicit but its how I feel. I feel brittle like anything more and I am going to break down. And this is all happening in my head - no negative things happened at work. I feel completely wasted and an empty shell. It hurts so bad. I don't want to feel like this.