- May 16, 2021
- texas, usa
I will start by saying I don't have a bad life, I just don't want to live like this. I have been raised in therapy, and I have always been pretty anxious and not really capable of handling normal people. I am married, though now that I am grown up and struggling with an aging family I was raised to care for, and a mentally impaired married to family... On top of my own alcoholic status. I really am desperately coping to well... Cope. It maybe my fault, if you listen to some, but I am trying to claw my way back at middle age as everyone in dying. I really am.... scared of being alone, I always have been, but I want to not be alon in this.