I have a list of places I would like to see, but I wouldn’t call this a plan at all. I’m just gonna go with the flow and see what comes my way. My intention is to do whatever I feel like doing at every moment. This is not like me at all, I usually really need to plan everything in meticulous detail. I’m sure I’ll have a lot of fun and I will definitely ramble on about the experience on this forum afterwards
I decided to let you all know how my trip has been so far. I’m genuinely having a great time. I’ve met some seriously awesome people at the airport/at the hostel/during the walking tours and I let myself be unshy for once in my life. I went with the flow and therefore found myself in quite a few crazy situations. The good kind of crazy, you know. Eventually, a good friend of mine decided to come and join me for the weekend, as she needed to get away from her job for a bit. And that was absolutely great as well. I have two days left, in which I only plan to relax, sleep and eat. It’s not always easy. I came here for the romance of a lifetime, so yes, unfortunately, this has been at the back of my mind the whole time. I feel hurt, lonely, anxious and redundant at times, but it is manageable. Also, I’ve finally got to see what kind of person he is and now I know I have no desire to have someone like this in my life. It’s going to take some time to get over this whole thing and to heal but I know I will get better.
Now the anxieties about the flight back are starting to kick in, but it’s all going to be okay, I won’t get lost.
Thank you for all the support, you are all amazing.