Hello =]

[MissRainbow]

Hi everybody! Let me just say I have not been professionally diagnosed with any mental disorder, but I think I might have one. The main reason I haven't told anyone is because I'm scared to tell my parents or they think I'm joking when I say it. I often find myself crying to no reason, angry at the slightest remark, chronic mood swings, and it's very hard to sleep. I also find myself acting as if I'm a celebrity (talking to myself). These problems make me turn toward drugs (marijuana). I just don't know what's wrong with me.

So if I bored you to death with my problems =]

 

[jamesdean]

hi miss rainbow, which music do u like most?

 

[MissRainbow]

I like just about everything from classical rock to hip hop. My favorite artists is M.I.A and a group called Hot Chip.

 

[Dollit]

Hi and welcome to the forum. Why don't you go and have a chat to your GP because to be quite honest if you do have a mental health problem taking illegal drugs isn't a good solution.

 

[4evalost]

Hi and Miss Rainbow

 

[Twylight]

Hello MissRainbow..

 

[Aahbut]

Hi and welcome to the forums

 

[companion]

Hi Miss Rainbow and

It is a pleasure to meet you. I hope that you find this forum a good source of support for you.

With regards to what you mentioned...I agree with what has been said about going to speak with your GP. They will be able to help you identify if you have a mental illness and they have to keep it confidential so your family and friends do not have to know unless you want them too. Also turning to drugs is definately a bad idea - especially with marijuana as it can induce many different paranoia based psychosis.

If it helps, when you have been to the doctors to discuss your concerns, you can always come on here and share your feelings with all of us.

I hope this is of some use to you. I look forward to seeing you around soon and if you need anything, just ask.

Take care

Companion