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Messed Up :(
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- Apr 28, 2010
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Hi, I have just joined - lately I have been scouring the internet for places to just basically talk to people in regards to mental health issues. I have so many questions but just have never had anybody to talk to and deep down am so sad 
I don't know what the hell is going on with my life or what is wrong with me - although I am convinced that I am very very ill and nobody could possibly understand and nobody could be as 'messed up' as me etc etc.
Sorry for waffling in my first post, it's just that I am completely lost in life, I am trapped in I don't know what and there is know way out
. I'm not always this 'woe is me', I can flick like a switch to being on top of the world, and I know that's a symptom of Bi-Polar but things are much worse than that unfortunately.
I hope I get on with everybody as I am a good person and hopefully in time can open up and just say completely everything - even though I am terrified of people knowing what I am like. I know its silly thinking that I am beyond help but I really do, I can't understand how my brain works - so how could anybody else? I just need somewhere to talk.
Thank you

I don't know what the hell is going on with my life or what is wrong with me - although I am convinced that I am very very ill and nobody could possibly understand and nobody could be as 'messed up' as me etc etc.
Sorry for waffling in my first post, it's just that I am completely lost in life, I am trapped in I don't know what and there is know way out

I hope I get on with everybody as I am a good person and hopefully in time can open up and just say completely everything - even though I am terrified of people knowing what I am like. I know its silly thinking that I am beyond help but I really do, I can't understand how my brain works - so how could anybody else? I just need somewhere to talk.
Thank you