Hello

[Messed Up :(]

Hi, I have just joined - lately I have been scouring the internet for places to just basically talk to people in regards to mental health issues. I have so many questions but just have never had anybody to talk to and deep down am so sad

I don't know what the hell is going on with my life or what is wrong with me - although I am convinced that I am very very ill and nobody could possibly understand and nobody could be as 'messed up' as me etc etc.

Sorry for waffling in my first post, it's just that I am completely lost in life, I am trapped in I don't know what and there is know way out . I'm not always this 'woe is me', I can flick like a switch to being on top of the world, and I know that's a symptom of Bi-Polar but things are much worse than that unfortunately.

I hope I get on with everybody as I am a good person and hopefully in time can open up and just say completely everything - even though I am terrified of people knowing what I am like. I know its silly thinking that I am beyond help but I really do, I can't understand how my brain works - so how could anybody else? I just need somewhere to talk.

Thank you

 

[messymoo]

Hi Messed up and to the forum I hope you find what you are looking for here
Messy

 

[lal10]

messed up!

You will find this forum is very friendly and I certainly have found it very supportive and helpful. I hope you do to.

Stay strong and keep in touch

Lal
xx

 

[Messed Up :(]

Hi and thanks.

I have come back today after a bit of an absence.

Sorry