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Spinach

Spinach

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Hello my name is Spinach

I am 21 living in Ohio and not diagnosed with anything, haven't really checked either. My interests include music theory, religion, evolutionary psychology, theoretical physics (not that I understand it), experimental arts, film, etc.

I often go through phases of trying to decide which is more terrifying. Any sort of spiritual belief or an empty godless void. Both are about equal I think, undecided on which I think is true.

I am a rather stoic person. Not much affects me, I don't much like to cause an upset. I try my best to be nice and considerate but I go through phases of extremely violent and graphic thoughts and impulses that would be rude to discuss here.

Also in the colder months I tend to get extremely delusional. Things I am well aware are irrational but I still believe. Luckily I have not yet given in to any of these delusions and my rationality has won out. But they have ranged from people I knew being my daughter, demons living in seperate universes entering through my home, that I myself am harboring a demon, and that I have a tumor in my head behind my eyes. I'd like to think I am a generally intelligent person and this is what has gotten me through it so far. But it can be a bit much at times.

I'm pretty stable at the moment but its getting colder and I'm a bit lonely. Usually those things spiral. I'm hoping I could talk with others and share my experiences and hopefully help people along the way :)
 
JessisMe

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Hi Spinach welcome to the forms. xo, j :grouphug:
 
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Hi spinach and welcome to the forum please feel free to look around and post whenever you can
 
Heylady

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Hi Spinach, I’m new here too. Love your username. It sounds like you can go through a lot. I hope you reach out if it gets worse. I know stress worsens my delusions.
 
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