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Stephen Geog

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I am a 52 yr old man, I still have terrible nightmares, and suffer with panic attacks, nervousness, depression, from my childhood upbringing, I was abused physically, mentally, and sexual. My abuser is dead a long time now, but my Life every day, every hour is ruled by what I been through, I sometimes get really down low, feeling shxt, how do other men cope? I have tried talking to a psychologist about
 
Stephen Geog

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I am a 52 yr old man, I still have terrible nightmares, and suffer with panic attacks, nervousness, depression, from my childhood upbringing, I was abused physically, mentally, and sexual. My abuser is dead a long time now, but my Life every day, every hour is ruled by what I been through, I sometimes get really down low, feeling shxt, how do other men cope? I have tried talking to a psychologist about
 
Stephen Geog

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I suppose I better explain a bit about what happened,as young as I can remember I was really scared of my step father, he was a really big Irish builder, about 20 stone in weight, I can remember getting slapped, belted, hit a lot, I remember the pervert doing things when I was about 5-6 years old which carried on till I was 13-14 yrs old, I also remember him beating my mam a lot, I think she was so scared as well, everyone thought this fella was really good, kind ,do anything for anyone, I knew he was evil, he was disgusting, spitting phlegm in my face making me stand in a outside toilet naked for hours at a time, my mam used to work different jobs and be out of the house a lot, that is when most sexual stuff happened, there is hundreds of things I remember that I want to forget, I used to love when visitors called to the house,so his attention be not on me, I was scared to death of this person even till he died when I was about 27 years old, I am now 52 yrs old and have lived with this in my mind all these years and it really gets to me, my one life and it's messed up by this SICKO, any help would be good,
 
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Go hang on sign on his tombstone reading HERE LIES A RAPIST/CHILDMOLESTOR, or something of that nature. It might make you feel better.

Sorry you went through all that, SG. :(
 
Stephen Geog

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Go hang on sign on his tombstone reading HERE LIES A RAPIST/CHILDMOLESTOR, or something of that nature. It might make you feel better.

Sorry you went through all that, SG. :(
 
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I found out after he died that he was lying in a hospital bed for a few weeks and I am always thinking I could have got to him while he was laid up and tortured him, I think about that every day.
 
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I found out after he died that he was lying in a hospital bed for a few weeks and I am always thinking I could have got to him while he was laid up and tortured him, I think about that every day.
You could have waterboarded him... or tickled his feet. :)
 
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I think of really evil tortures every day I could have done to him, I would have injected LSD into him and put a devil mask on, or hundreds of tiny paper cuts,and pour vinegar and salt into the cuts, I hope if the devil is real that he's giving "Pervy Peado" a really hard time, or if theres an afterlife that he gets even just one day of what he give me for 10 years. Thanks friend.
 
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Welcome Stephen, it’s nice to have you here with us. xo, j :grouphug:
 
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