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Dayana McClud

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Hello,

I’ve been like everyone here tortured and repeatedly traumatized. I am willing to do anything to get better. I have been researching and healing my whole life just to be broken again and again.
I am at a point where I do not think anything is left to find out, and my Dad finally sobbed hysterically about his life long abuse. But, my abuse was by powerful people out side the home as well.
I am a survivor of hurtcore. And my pain has been passed around to many people for sadistic pleasure. I know my stalkers will never stop enjoying the pain they have caused.
I have been better in the past. I have been worse. I’m getting older though and it is harder to hope for much from life. I just want to get back to where the pain isn’t so bad. I have to drop out of main stream life and hide from even tv and music triggers me bad.
They used tv and music to hurt me badly. I get flash backs. Almost puked tonight and had to close my Facebook account. To many triggers and to many flash backs. I have healed so much already, but they wouldn’t stop. They are sadist and have much power.
 
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boblano

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It's okay, just be my friend then. I'm a really great one. You don't have to be triggered (I know it's obvious) by the things that hurt you when you look or listen to them. For example if tv and music triggers you, try manga, comics, paintings, other eye-related activities outside of those realms, maybe even funky shops or merchandise, other ear-related activities that are under a separate category to the ones that you find disturbing
 
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Hello Dayana McClud, welcome to the forum.
 
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Hi Dayana, welcome to the forum I hope you will find it helpful here as everyone is so very caring.
 
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