Hello, My name is Chris and I am 31 years of age. I suffer from depression and I don't have any motivation at all. I just can not be bothered mixing with people and getting know anyone. I can not even be bothered with family and friends. I make excuses to why I can not see people. I want to mix and see people as I feel lonely but I feel I cant or something is stopping me. I work full time as a senior care assistant and at work I am fine but I have to put on a face that everything is fine I can have a laugh and joke but when I am home I am like a different person. I do not feel like I can be myself for some reason. If anyone has any thoughts, support or advice please PM me or just reply to this thread. thanks.