- Sep 13, 2021
Life is good, looking in on the outside, but I have long bouts of depression that I know will come to an end but are painful to get through. I went for months on a nice level happy scale but I knew it would hit me hard on the other end and now here I am. I have support but people don't really understand unless they have gone through it themselves. Luckily, none of my family have gone through this to this extent. But that leaves me feeling lost and alone in my thoughts. Everything looks grey when I know it's not, but the greyness is very real. I guess I am hoping to find some kind of solace, hope and understanding.