- Nov 13, 2015
Hello everyone I am a 34 year old female with 3 children. I was attacked in 2012 and suffered ptsd eversince. I had cbt and started university 6 months later, I found out i was pregnant in late 2013 and gave birth to my son in 2014. Unfortunately i suffered some kind of break down in April my pstd returned and also i was having thoughts of harming myself and was convinced I was a horrible person. The doctor said it was post natal depression I have had another course of cbt and am waiting for emdr regarding my childhood. I am on medication and everyday is different, I cant beleive how my life has changed in 12 months, I had a good job and was so outgoing and confident. I am now so different and just need support from people who understand. My partner left in April as he felt i pushed him out, i have explained i didnt mean to i couldnt cope with what was going on in my head but he still cant forgive me.