- Dec 1, 2008
Hey, I have always considered myself being at least different from other people. I have been always having weired thoughts and desires. Firstly I sometimes I think about hurting someone with a pen or something, but never to myself. I am socially very capable, but sometimes have weired thoughts and I try to repress them. Slowly I started reading about OCD and began to notice that I fitted in the profile. I'm scared and desperate. I never have hurt anyone nor will. I have been a very good person, but I hate having to touch the door knob or light switch about 4 times every time I leave my room. I don't think anyone notices. I also tend to count repeatedly out loud, and I hate that because sometimes people do see me and think I'm weired. I don't care that much about people thinking, but I'm scared about me. I don't know what to do or think. I don't want to talk to a professional, because eventually my family would notice. Please help!