- Jul 10, 2021
The world today seems to withhold more confusion than it provides clarity. Therefore i cannot guarantee that the thingsd i will say will be intelligible to most of you, not because of my struggles but especially in view of the cultural desparity between me and most of the posters on this forum. Ido not inhbit a place that accomodates difference and even my very "kins" are far removed from me in more than one sense. I feel as though i am completely isolated from everybody and everything. I am unable to integrate any environment no matter how hard i try and how many sacrifices of my own comfort i make. In the end this is nobody's fault but me. This post is just me grasping onto some unseen hand as i struggle in confusion. I want to be heard, and i want to unravel the truth of this ordeal.