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glummybark
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Phew..., ok. Here we go.
Sorry for any bad English beforehand. Not my first language.
Oookay..., like many people here, I'm here to find insights about my situation. I have never been to a psychiatrist so I can't say I'm clinically diagnosed for any mental illness. But, I think I'm depressed. Aaand, suicidal. And have trust issues. Aaand, probably whole other things that stems from the first one. People would think I live in a good family. I would think my family is dysfunction at best, toxic at worst. This is nothing new, though. I've been depressed and suicidal since I was in kindergarten (the first time I could remember having no interest in my life and would self-harm). I could never fit in my society. So.., yeah.., the usual background story here.
Anyways, here's hoping I find some advice, or at least learn from others experience on how to make my life better.
Sorry for any bad English beforehand. Not my first language.
Oookay..., like many people here, I'm here to find insights about my situation. I have never been to a psychiatrist so I can't say I'm clinically diagnosed for any mental illness. But, I think I'm depressed. Aaand, suicidal. And have trust issues. Aaand, probably whole other things that stems from the first one. People would think I live in a good family. I would think my family is dysfunction at best, toxic at worst. This is nothing new, though. I've been depressed and suicidal since I was in kindergarten (the first time I could remember having no interest in my life and would self-harm). I could never fit in my society. So.., yeah.., the usual background story here.
Anyways, here's hoping I find some advice, or at least learn from others experience on how to make my life better.