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Hello everyone, love you all cuz we share this f***** up condition.

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ate

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Hi internet people. im a 39 years old spanish guy living in London.
I suffer from depression,major anxiety disorder,ocd,bpd and paranoid disorder.
My life is goin down the drain right now, had to resign from work cuz of my ocd, cant even leave the house in case someone breaks into my room and steals my meds, im closing doors millions of times at a time, just to check if the sound the door made against the air when being closed was "right", plugs, ovens, stepping always with my left foot,throwing the cigarette in the same bin every day, cant be another one or the day will become catastrophic,i think im becoming agoraphobic and frankly i think about suicide daily.
This fuckin sucks, i feel for all of you out there. LOVE
 
Cjayy

Cjayy

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Preston
I've been feeling the same lately and my OCD seems to be getting worse along with the depression and anxiety. I find my self doing the OCD alot more then I used to :unsure: I hope this group helps you! I've just joined up today hoping to make some new friends :D
 
Hopeful313

Hopeful313

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Hi and welcome to the forum both of you.

Any therapy or medications?

I have POCD, anxiety, depression and panic disorder. I recently decided to take medication and so far so good. That and therapy helped me to get back to normal, almost.

Good to have you with us guys and welcome once again.
 
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ate

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the other day i open a glass door goin to my garden slighly harder than usual and i thought i had shattered the glass with the force, i stayed 5 literal minutes staring at the fine glass, looking for imaginary shattered glass on the floor, there was none so... but my mind was telling me its broken, theres glass all over the place, your landlord is gona evict you, you ll become homeless, you will die. i think im having quantuum thinking, where i think two opposites at once multipositioned.
 
A

ate

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Thank you Hopeful.
im feeling better here
im on duloxetine 60mgs, valium 5mg twice and clonazepan 0.5, no therapy so far.
They are not working at all, the ocd grip is getting tighter.
im glad the meds are working for you.
Only thing that got me a week of relief was 3 lsd blotters alone in my room, that worked.
 
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