- Feb 21, 2019
Oops, I didn't want to imply that the voices aren't malicious, vile and destructive. They do terrible things and need to take responsibility for that.
I have also been on Abilify and periodically these Vocies get very Manic and Chronic and want to just "Break Me Down" !! I spoke to my GP and he added in Lorazepam that works nicely in combination with Abilify too restore some control over these Chronic Voices.My voices started in 2002. They disrupted my life completely. Right from the outset, there was a chase through my thoughts in which all of my memories were systematically opened. This process terrified me. After the initial chase was over, the voices continued to harass me and persuade me to do things that I didn't want to do.
My meds have stopped working. "Messing" with people is first and foremost a process of digging into the mind of a person on the receiving end and then a process of harassing and torturing them with a multitude of effects. These processes are fun to the voices. I hope that my experiences can help somebody out there and help me to connect with people that have had experiences similar to mine. Hopefully somebody can offer some solutions that I haven't tried.
I went through the same problems, this is why i was forced to go into a mental hospital. The voices kept trying to talk to me to keep me awake and also commit suicide. I overcome over time, by waiting for the medication to kick in, and also i prayed on it. I repelled the negativity that caused my issues. I still hear voices from time to time but i am in a much better place than before.At that point, my life changed completely. Again, there was a chase through and an opening of my thoughts. And again, the voices have been harassing me, keeping me awake at night, trying to get me to do things I don't want to do, and generally causing chaos in my life.
I am having same problem, voice to skull, is a form of electronic harrassment, its possible using microwave technology, or radiation waves, or even simple radio waves, they are called gangstalkers and lots of people seem to think that it's the government harassing them, but in my case I know it's my neighbours with nothing better to do, literally 20 hours a day, they say I'm boring, disgusting, everyone hates me and I'm very easy to wind up, because through my quite heavy drug use, it makes it easy for them to suggest thoughts that I have little control in stopping, I kno some people might say I'm paranoid from the drugs, but when I am very sober, they are still there, I recognise there voices, but don't kno exactly where its coming from, but am living on a mainly black estate, I am a white guy, and lots of things that these people have heard me think are then shared around the estate and then I am ridiculed by other people on the estate who are friends of the gangstalkers, its been happening for about 22 months now and, I don't see any end in sight soon, although they have to spend many hours harassing me, they seem to enjoy the whole thing endlessly, and never seem to get bored of repeating themselves all day and nightMia33, yes, I can corroborate all of your experiences. My voices began as eight in number. They were a few family members and a few strangers. But eventually, the family members went away and I was left with three strangers. One of these was in charge and controlled the machine that generates the effects. This voice generated the family members originally. For all I know, she may still be generating the remaining two voices. It's impossible for me to know for sure.
They definitely have the ability to put me to sleep, as well as to keep me awake. And I experience the tinnitus that you describe, which is accompanied by muscle tension and spasms and then nausea at higher levels.
The pins and needles that you describe sounds like what I experience as electric shocks, or perhaps itches and scratches at lower levels. These effects are similar but I believe are actually different effects.
My voices definitely have the ability to block my memory, as you describe. I can be rolling along comfortably in a conversation and hit a wall that is a forgotten word that I had just used. This can be a dastardly effect when I'm in an important conversation or meeting with somebody.
The visual hallucinations that you describe are an important part of my affliction. I use to have exquisite control over my third eye but the voice that is in charge of my voices destroyed my ability to imagine anything with clarity. This is a constant source of ill will in my relationship with my voices. The subject of the third eye comes up frequently in my interactions with my voices.
The sound of your neighbor hitting the wall that you describe has always been present with my voices. We call it "thumping". It's annoying and scary at first but in the end doesn't amount to much.
I am interested in the technology that you call "voice to skull". Where did you hear about this technology and what do you know about it? It seems to fit with my experience of the voices.
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