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Hearing terrible voices, telepathy, and messing with people

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my experience is that voices are often discussing things from my past, but way back, such as 40 years ago
 
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Mia333

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Did you suffer from symptoms such as:
Tinnitus
Pin and needles and other pains everywhere in your body
Memory block
Very specific visual hallucinations during exam or important educational moments
Sound of your neighbour hitting the wall
 
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I had so many weird experiences, it would take a long time to explain them all
 
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I think the people are using light to stimulate memory cells.
 
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Mia33, yes, I can corroborate all of your experiences. My voices began as eight in number. They were a few family members and a few strangers. But eventually, the family members went away and I was left with three strangers. One of these was in charge and controlled the machine that generates the effects. This voice generated the family members originally. For all I know, she may still be generating the remaining two voices. It's impossible for me to know for sure.

They definitely have the ability to put me to sleep, as well as to keep me awake. And I experience the tinnitus that you describe, which is accompanied by muscle tension and spasms and then nausea at higher levels.

The pins and needles that you describe sounds like what I experience as electric shocks, or perhaps itches and scratches at lower levels. These effects are similar but I believe are actually different effects.

My voices definitely have the ability to block my memory, as you describe. I can be rolling along comfortably in a conversation and hit a wall that is a forgotten word that I had just used. This can be a dastardly effect when I'm in an important conversation or meeting with somebody.

The visual hallucinations that you describe are an important part of my affliction. I use to have exquisite control over my third eye but the voice that is in charge of my voices destroyed my ability to imagine anything with clarity. This is a constant source of ill will in my relationship with my voices. The subject of the third eye comes up frequently in my interactions with my voices.

The sound of your neighbor hitting the wall that you describe has always been present with my voices. We call it "thumping". It's annoying and scary at first but in the end doesn't amount to much.

I am interested in the technology that you call "voice to skull". Where did you hear about this technology and what do you know about it? It seems to fit with my experience of the voices.
 
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Mia33, yes, I can corroborate all of your experiences. My voices began as eight in number. They were a few family members and a few strangers. But eventually, the family members went away and I was left with three strangers. One of these was in charge and controlled the machine that generates the effects. This voice generated the family members originally. For all I know, she may still be generating the remaining two voices. It's impossible for me to know for sure.

They definitely have the ability to put me to sleep, as well as to keep me awake. And I experience the tinnitus that you describe, which is accompanied by muscle tension and spasms and then nausea at higher levels.

The pins and needles that you describe sounds like what I experience as electric shocks, or perhaps itches and scratches at lower levels. These effects are similar but I believe are actually different effects.

My voices definitely have the ability to block my memory, as you describe. I can be rolling along comfortably in a conversation and hit a wall that is a forgotten word that I had just used. This can be a dastardly effect when I'm in an important conversation or meeting with somebody.

The visual hallucinations that you describe are an important part of my affliction. I use to have exquisite control over my third eye but the voice that is in charge of my voices destroyed my ability to imagine anything with clarity. This is a constant source of ill will in my relationship with my voices. The subject of the third eye comes up frequently in my interactions with my voices.

The sound of your neighbor hitting the wall that you describe has always been present with my voices. We call it "thumping". It's annoying and scary at first but in the end doesn't amount to much.

I am interested in the technology that you call "voice to skull". Where did you hear about this technology and what do you know about it? It seems to fit with my experience of the voices.
Voice to skull is the use of microwaves to read an individual's thoughts. I think that they might be using a ham radio, but I haven't tested it yet. I have a blog where I talk about my idea of whats happening and I think I have figure out a method of diagnosing if your a targeted individual. By taking a thyroid hormone check when you are hearing them frequently.
 
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Voice to skull is the use of microwaves to read an individual's thoughts. I think that they might be using a ham radio, but I haven't tested it yet. I have a blog where I talk about my idea of whats happening and I think I have figure out a method of diagnosing if your a targeted individual. By taking a thyroid hormone check when you are hearing them frequently.[/QUOTE
 
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I have an update since I believe my voices lied to me on a few occasions. I said that the plot to the Matrix is not right on, but the method of reading of my thoughts is. In fact, I believe that the opposite is true. The plot of the movie is near to the truth.
 
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I have received notice from forum management that it is OK to use the F word on this board in the content but not in the title. Therefore, insert "fucking game" in place wherever I use "messing game" in my first post.
 
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Wow, my mind is officially blown! Reading this thread is like looking into a mind mirror of myself. I never realised so many people had such similar experiences and were going through the same thing as myself. I have nothing to add because what you’ve all said covers it. I find my mind runs at a thousand mph, and as such I need a very sedating antipsychotic (currently on olanzapine 20mg) abilify and risperidone didn’t suit me. Maybe you’ve not found the right drug (or combo) yet?
 
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NWiddi,

That's an interesting explanation and it makes some sense. At first I thought they were my "higher selves" which is a term that I came across in some of my studies. This is similar to your theory. Gradually, this description wore off as it became clear that they did not have my best interests in mind.

Since their reintroduction in September, at first there were 7 or 8 voices communicating with me and later the number was reduced to four. One is the leader and has the worst intentions toward me. My voices are all lucid enough that they all seem like real people with individual personalities. It's pure speculation on my part, but I guess that there must be some kind of mathematics and technology underpinning what is going on. But again, I have nothing to base this on.

Some of them were my advocates and some were my enemies and they frequently disagreed, or at least appeared to disagree, on how to treat me. They would participate in what were called "stories" a.k.a. games or plays in which each would take on a role. The stories had a purpose and may or may not have had a set conclusion. Again, these stories were fun to the voices. Over time, as I refused to be controlled, the stories became more and more like reality until there was no difference. At some point, I could detect them as soon as they began and they broke down completely.

Since some of the effects that I listed are familiar to you, I would be curious to know if you or anybody else has experienced these other aspects of my description. The effect of choice for my lead voice is "amping up", which is a term that I invented to describe this effect. So I would be very interested in hearing if anyone out there has any experience with this effect.
You sound like the typical targeted individual. You say this started in 2002. After 9/11, the US gov't went rabid with their covert mind control and harassment programs. People all over the country began experiencing these type of symptoms....Although, this program existed long before 9/11. It was previously called COINTELPRO or MKULTRA. There isn't any solutions to this, but there are lots of people on youtube making videos about this harassment, if you search 'targeted individuals.' I've been experiencing this for over 30 years. I wish you the best.
 
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