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Hearing terrible voices, telepathy, and messing with people

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dirigible

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My voices started in 2002. They disrupted my life completely. Right from the outset, there was a chase through my thoughts in which all of my memories were systematically opened. This process terrified me. After the initial chase was over, the voices continued to harass me and persuade me to do things that I didn't want to do.

In 2003, I went on several different meds until I found the one that worked best for me, Abilify. My medication levels rose gradually until September, 2018, when the voices came out of the dark and spoke to me directly. After these voices started speaking to me openly, they told me that we communicate with telepathy but that only we could hear it.

At that point, my life changed completely. Again, there was a chase through and an opening of my thoughts. And again, the voices have been harassing me, keeping me awake at night, trying to get me to do things I don't want to do, and generally causing chaos in my life.

My story is very long and very involved. To me, the most important part of the story is the list of effects that the group of voices in my head manifest. They manifested them through a machine called the "messing" machine and the game was called the "messing" game, where "messing" needs to be replaced with a word that you can guess but that can't go in these posts. All of these effects are graduated, and can manifest at both low and high levels.

List of effects:
"Messing" with voices
- swapping around voices
- Voice matching with another person
- Voice capturing, which is taking on the voice of the person that the speaker is speaking with
- audio effects of all kinds
Synchronicity
- hearing meaning in ambient voices and noise, a.k.a. paranoia at high levels
Memory blockage
Losing things/confusion
Stomach rumbling
Itches and scratches
- When done in the throat, this becomes coughing
Electric shocks
Insects/bugs on skin
Odors/smells
Ear ringing
Volume down of voices
Tiredness/sleep
Preventing sleep
Crying blocking
Speed (of thoughts)
Ticking clocks and other machinery made loud
Thumping
"Amping up"
- ringing in ears, tension in muscles, nausea at high levels
Insanity
- hearing voices in walls

My meds have stopped working. "Messing" with people is first and foremost a process of digging into the mind of a person on the receiving end and then a process of harassing and torturing them with a multitude of effects. These processes are fun to the voices. I hope that my experiences can help somebody out there and help me to connect with people that have had experiences similar to mine. Hopefully somebody can offer some solutions that I haven't tried.
 
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The voice I hear used to do a lot of the same things that yours does to you, fortunately for me medication is stopping the majority of it. All I can say is to try another medication to see if that will work better than your current one.

As for where the voice comes from I figured out that it comes from within, we all have this inner twin brother/sister that we share a body with and they have all these nasty connections to our systems like all of our five senses so they can create hallucinations of all kinds (sight, smell, taste, sound and tactile) and connections to various other systems which I won't mention so yours doesn't start experimenting with new ideas.

Everyone has another mind that they share a body with (In computer terms we are a binary species or we are dual core beings) which I generally find fascinating but unfortunately mine and yours are insane and would like nothing better than to mess with us and torture us, the only reply is to medicate them and take away some of their abilities, mine says daily how much he hates me and says "f-you" a lot.

Take care and if you want to talk further I'd be more than happy to.
 
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NWiddi,

That's an interesting explanation and it makes some sense. At first I thought they were my "higher selves" which is a term that I came across in some of my studies. This is similar to your theory. Gradually, this description wore off as it became clear that they did not have my best interests in mind.

Since their reintroduction in September, at first there were 7 or 8 voices communicating with me and later the number was reduced to four. One is the leader and has the worst intentions toward me. My voices are all lucid enough that they all seem like real people with individual personalities. It's pure speculation on my part, but I guess that there must be some kind of mathematics and technology underpinning what is going on. But again, I have nothing to base this on.

Some of them were my advocates and some were my enemies and they frequently disagreed, or at least appeared to disagree, on how to treat me. They would participate in what were called "stories" a.k.a. games or plays in which each would take on a role. The stories had a purpose and may or may not have had a set conclusion. Again, these stories were fun to the voices. Over time, as I refused to be controlled, the stories became more and more like reality until there was no difference. At some point, I could detect them as soon as they began and they broke down completely.

Since some of the effects that I listed are familiar to you, I would be curious to know if you or anybody else has experienced these other aspects of my description. The effect of choice for my lead voice is "amping up", which is a term that I invented to describe this effect. So I would be very interested in hearing if anyone out there has any experience with this effect.
 
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I hear a voice through the ceiling coming from upstairs, and voices keep me awake at night often. I have a pendulum clock in my living room that I have to wind up once a week and sometimes the ticking gets very loud and sometimes when I am sitting in my chair with my back to it, it goes silent. So I look at it to see if it has stopped ticking but as soon as I look, I hear it ticking again. I also have memory problems or my mind goes blank suddenly even while talking to someone and I have no idea if I was talking or if the other person said something to me or what they said so I don't know what to answer. It's like the voices stole all my thoughts from my head.I also get what you call amping up. I get very tense and everything seems too loud and bright and fast for me and I feel nausious. I also sometimes feel like there is a bug crawling on my face or arm. I put my hand up to the spot on my face and there will be nothing there so I lightly rub it, but then when I take my hand away after a moment I start feeling the bug there again. This is very annoying and disturbing. Sometimes it is on my scalp and I fear I have lice but I never do.
 
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boudreauj4,

It's good to know that I am not the only one with these experiences. Don't worry about the voices in the walls. This is a trick that my voices have exposed and described to me as just that, random voices in the walls. Frightening at first, but no harm done.

The loss of memory and of vocabulary are particularly frustrating for me. They occur to me mostly as you describe, sometimes in mid-sentence, as though a switch has been turned on. It's like I knew where I was going with a conversation but then the thread and/or the next word just disappears. This happens only with face to face conversation, because computer-based communication like email and word processors rely on files for memory and so don't have the memory problem. For this reason among others, I prefer email to face to face conversation these days.

I am also glad to know that I am not the only who experiences amping up. I cannot sleep when this is going on, and the voices frequently use this fact to keep me awake all night. They use it in combination with other effects, such as memory blockage. You're right, at high levels, this is really annoying. The only thing I have found that helps this is talking to somebody, usually by telephone. This seems to break the effect but puts me in the strange position of calling people for no reason, worse yet in the middle of the night. Not much of a solution at all, really. BTW, I sometimes worry about the long term effect of this effect on my body since it is systemic in nature. I don't know what goes on in my body to make this happen, but it can't be good!

Best wishes in your search for solutions.
 
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Omg as I'm new to the forums I came here on a quest to see if I could make sense of my behaviour regarding BPD .
Now I see that hearing voices forum is very important to be apart of,all of it is.

When I was a child 5 years old my Father died from cancer in the house in my Mother's arms and her friends arms and not long after his death, I seen him came through the wall to my bedroom and he spoke and said I'm only here to say hello.

Well after that , I would get effects, first everything would go really slow as if I was in an energy bubble and it was thick then bang!

Fast faster and speeding ,like everything around me including my being was racing against time and unable to find a way out, the talking from a distance would start but I could not make it out perfectly and the main speaker would scream high pitched but so malevolent.

I've been telling people this for years and met a few people who get it.
I rem
 
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The voices have found a way to disrupt and destroy every aspect of my life that brings me happiness. For example, I play the piano and the main voice has learned to disrupt my fingers and foot when I play such that I cannot play songs that I previously was able to play flawlessly.

They have also figured out how to block my memory and make me sleep at business meetings, which is, of course, extremely destructive to my functioning in the workplace.

They also told me several times that when they read my thoughts, it is a continuous stream of text-based data, very much like what is portrayed in the movie "The Matrix". Mind you the plot to this movie is not right on, but the reading of my thoughts is. Then again, they could be lying about this too, but I don't think so, for several reasons.

The voices insist that the underlying technology is a computer, not just a machine. Moreover, people are experimenting with this technology right now, and the voices want to know what happens when the scientific community figures out how to do this. Yikes!

The voices do not want me to post any information about what they're doing, such as I am doing here. They have the power to disrupt my life to prevent me from posting, but they are disrupting it anyway, so I have nothing to lose by posting this here.

Bulletin boards like this can be a source of information that can be used to fix the problem of hearing voices.
 
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The best way to deal with voices is to disrupt them back, medication will take away many of their abilities to disrupt you.

You'll be able to play the piano again without hindrance, your memory will be fine and they can't put you to sleep without Dopamine and that's what I prefer to call anti-psychotics, I call them Dopamine Reuptake Inhibitors because that's what they do.

They can still read your mind and talk but will be reduced in volume by as much as 95% allowing you to ignore them very easily.

Hurt them back and keep on doing it until they give in, I've been doing it for nearly 3 years and my voice is constantly begging me to talk to him again and to come off medication but he's getting neither for a long time to come, I'm in charge and I have all the power and he better accept this or be forever ignored and isolated. I hope you can do the same.
 
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I know what you mean by the disruption in making music. I play the mandolin, and sometimes the music just flows out of my fingers wonderfully, but other times I have difficulty playing. My fingers seem clumsy and I hit the frets wrong and I play wrong notes or I can't help putting in pauses where none should be.
 
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I have been hearing voices since 2002, 24 hours a day. I have discovered that plastic can be used to block psychic attacks, and plastic can be used to block voices. Voices are being broadcast to you from a source outside of you. I use tupperware plastic lids to cover my chakras to block psychic attacks. I use bubble wrap, wrapped around my head, to block voices. Obviously do not cover your breathing passages. I sleep with a bubble wrap sheet, as a blanket, to block attacks while I am asleep. I designed a bubble wrap hat, that I wear on my head, and it reduces voices. I cover my head with bubble wrap when I sleep to reduce voices. Part of the solution is plastic, and part is empty spaces, and part is round objects. I have had success using all 3 to block psychic attacks. When I swim underwater, the voices stop. They do not penetrate the water. I only have to go just under the water for the voices to stop.

If you are experiencing a psychic attack, where you feel a part of your body buzzing, cover it with your hand and it should stop. Try covering it with a plastic lid.

If you hear voices and have nightmares, try making a hat out of bubble wrap. Cover as much as you can, even your eyes if you can. You need to cover your eyes to block dreams.

I first discovered this a few months ago. I had an attack on my chakra, and I put my hand over the spot to block it. When I raised my hand an inch above my body, the attack began again. I thought maybe the attack was coming in at an angle, and I moved my hands in front of me until I found a certain angle directed towards my body where the attack was coming from, and it blocked the attack, even though my hand was 1 foot or more away form my body.

We are victims. Do not listen to psychiatrists who tell you it comes from within you. That is just utter nonsense.

And trust me on this, the voices are evil. DO not do what they tell you to do, do not trust them, do not cope with them, you need to fight them off. They try to gain your trust by being nice to you because some day in the future, when you do trust them, they will give you bad advice to cause something traumatic to happen such as an accident or a bad business decision.

The voices are evil and come from an evil source.

Post all your mocking at my post, it will be short lived. Eventually some of you are going to try what I suggest and they will confirm that what I say is true. Plastic blocks psychic attacks and voices.
 
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My voices started in 2002. They disrupted my life completely. Right from the outset, there was a chase through my thoughts in which all of my memories were systematically opened. This process terrified me. After the initial chase was over, the voices continued to harass me and persuade me to do things that I didn't want to do.

In 2003, I went on several different meds until I found the one that worked best for me, Abilify. My medication levels rose gradually until September, 2018, when the voices came out of the dark and spoke to me directly. After these voices started speaking to me openly, they told me that we communicate with telepathy but that only we could hear it.

At that point, my life changed completely. Again, there was a chase through and an opening of my thoughts. And again, the voices have been harassing me, keeping me awake at night, trying to get me to do things I don't want to do, and generally causing chaos in my life.

My story is very long and very involved. To me, the most important part of the story is the list of effects that the group of voices in my head manifest. They manifested them through a machine called the "messing" machine and the game was called the "messing" game, where "messing" needs to be replaced with a word that you can guess but that can't go in these posts. All of these effects are graduated, and can manifest at both low and high levels.

List of effects:
"Messing" with voices
- swapping around voices
- Voice matching with another person
- Voice capturing, which is taking on the voice of the person that the speaker is speaking with
- audio effects of all kinds
Synchronicity
- hearing meaning in ambient voices and noise, a.k.a. paranoia at high levels
Memory blockage
Losing things/confusion
Stomach rumbling
Itches and scratches
- When done in the throat, this becomes coughing
Electric shocks
Insects/bugs on skin
Odors/smells
Ear ringing
Volume down of voices
Tiredness/sleep
Preventing sleep
Crying blocking
Speed (of thoughts)
Ticking clocks and other machinery made loud
Thumping
"Amping up"
- ringing in ears, tension in muscles, nausea at high levels
Insanity
- hearing voices in walls

My meds have stopped working. "Messing" with people is first and foremost a process of digging into the mind of a person on the receiving end and then a process of harassing and torturing them with a multitude of effects. These processes are fun to the voices. I hope that my experiences can help somebody out there and help me to connect with people that have had experiences similar to mine. Hopefully somebody can offer some solutions that I haven't tried.
Hi, are the voices you hear people from your past. I am going through the same thing and the people I hear are students who hate me from my secondary school. They have involved other people about the situation, but won't tell me what the people are doing. When they force you to go to sleep, do you feel like it hard to stop them like you are paralyzed?
 
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There are machines which use radiation to do this and its called voice to skull, I don't know how it works. I am looking for people who share the same experience as me.
 
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after 18 years of hearing voices and being tormented, I learned that plastic and aluminum foil block voices and psychic attacks. today i bought a thick plastic rain poncho with a hood. it covers most of my body even to sleep in. it is comfortable to wear. it makes a difference. I saw a video on youtube where someone showed that aluminum foil blocks brain waves, so I tried it and it made voices go away. take this seriously. it works. I am covering my eyes when I sleep with aluminum foil to see if it blocks dreams. I have had some success. the dream starts and lasts like 1 second and stops, so maybe it works, I don't know.
 
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I did some testing and determined that the energy is aimed at my body and is coming from a specific angle, I can block the energy by placing an object in the path of the direction it is coming from, so it is like a satellite out in outer space is targeting me.
 
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I did some testing and determined that the energy is aimed at my body and is coming from a specific angle, I can block the energy by placing an object in the path of the direction it is coming from, so it is like a satellite out in outer space is targeting me.
Hi, if you are okay with it could you tell me about your experience. The people you hear are they people you know? I am trying to get notes from people experiencing the same thing and am trying to find similarities. I am thinking about finding and buying the equipment used.
 
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