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Hatstand
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Hello,
I've been married 3yrs and together for 15 with a lovely man who has suffered/suffers with depression. I've tried all sorts of things through out these years and none have seemed to have helped. It has come to the point where I'm finding it hard to cope. I met a man (and his wife) on a social networking site. They were friends with my husband. He also suffers with depression. We nattered and over a period of quite a few months. It seemed we had a lot in common and it helped an awful lot to talk about things. I think we helped each other. We were best friends. I completely opened up to him. Told him EVERYTHING.I had never done that to anyone before. I was so very happy. I had gained a couple of dear dear friends. One night,not too sure what happened but he and his wife had a huge argument and I was blocked out of his life, no goodbyes, no nothing. I've never been so unhappy and the feeling of utter worthlessness and heartbreak is so hard to deal with. It has been so difficult to stop myself from doing something stupid. I should've known I was being used. I WAS USED, HE LIED. I'm an idiot.
I know the pain will ease but I will never be able to trust anyone like that ever again. Is this how my life is supposed to be? I feel so lonely.
I've been married 3yrs and together for 15 with a lovely man who has suffered/suffers with depression. I've tried all sorts of things through out these years and none have seemed to have helped. It has come to the point where I'm finding it hard to cope. I met a man (and his wife) on a social networking site. They were friends with my husband. He also suffers with depression. We nattered and over a period of quite a few months. It seemed we had a lot in common and it helped an awful lot to talk about things. I think we helped each other. We were best friends. I completely opened up to him. Told him EVERYTHING.I had never done that to anyone before. I was so very happy. I had gained a couple of dear dear friends. One night,not too sure what happened but he and his wife had a huge argument and I was blocked out of his life, no goodbyes, no nothing. I've never been so unhappy and the feeling of utter worthlessness and heartbreak is so hard to deal with. It has been so difficult to stop myself from doing something stupid. I should've known I was being used. I WAS USED, HE LIED. I'm an idiot.
